can I ask what happened?
Like you, I am a living person with memories, emotions, and interests. But from your perspective, I’m just another picture on a screen. Isn’t that concerning?
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Cake day: June 13th, 2023
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I sincerely wish this was the case, I’m jealous, I have been trapped in a thought loop for at least 2 hours now about consciousness and existence and the incomprehensibility of what happens after one dies. I tried to go to bed early but I just kept panicking about the idea of my heart stopping in my sleep. I don’t know what’s happening but I shouldn’t have listened to that audio
her last, cutoff words have been haunting me for at least an hour. and here I was thinking I was desensitized for years.
I only paid $200 of my rent today and have to backpay the rest. been eating white rice with random stuff mixed in to sustain. sometimes vegetables, sometimes beans, sometimes absurdly random shit like mustard or pickles lmao. gotta do whatcha gotta do I guess. I live not far in the central valley
well, I wanted to do something with my friends but my cat died today so now my mood is ruined. I’ll probably just leave the great pumpkin peanuts special on tv when I go to bed or something.
the crash itself didn’t really bother me, it was mostly just hearing the recordings of their panic. either way I’m fine now though. I think it was just insomnia driving me mental